There is nothing left to take, but I still try to reach.
Try to swallow it all down, yet I can t seem to breathe.
Just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice
I take it in, now i m alive.

Now my phone is set on lock and I don t really care.
There s a tangle and a knot that I cannot repair.
I m a tragedy, I m ugly, I m trying to hide,
I say "Hello" then wave "Goodbye".

See me fall down,
Let me die here,
Slowly.

Nothing goes right.
Not a trace
Of honesty.

I m to blame
So I ll remain.

Black , White , Day , Night
It s all the same.

See it run down,
Cut away,
No worries.

Say no more,
I can surely say that i ve "had enough"
I still refuse to believe.

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Everyday would be the same,
Nothing more;
Little change.

If I cared, it would mean nothing,
It s all such a pain.

Friendly bonds are so uneeded,
I don t give a damn

A busy life,
is what I am.

Could it be, that family was a way of escape?
Didn t know if it was right, so I threw it away

Couldn t take it anymore,
I had taken enough.
So then I hid my need for love .

Lay me right down, Let me sleep,
I m restless.

Cover my eyes, when I m up
I ll finally,

Fade away.
Here. Today.

Give me a reason,
Then i ll stay.

If I could fly,
If for only a moment.

There wouldn t be, such a need for casualty.
I m alone,
And that is how it ll be.

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Why does everything I do cause tragedy?
Why does everyone I know keep leaving me here?
Why do I feel so empty inside?
I only want to die...
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See me fall down,
Let me die here,
Slowly.

Nothing goes right.
Not a trace
Of honesty.

I m to blame,
So I ll remain.

Black , White , Day , Night
It s all the same.

See it run down,
Cut away,
No worries.

Say no more,
I can surely say that "I ve had enough".

I can t remember...

That very day,
That very day,
Changed me.

Happiness died,
Like a light,
I carried.

I ll sleep tonight,
And hope to finally leave..

A world which I don t believe..

A life which I don t need..

Now, I ll finally be free...