life is tricky
and mine is ironical



I hate what you did to me but I can't hate you

I've got all the reasons i need to blame you but I won't be more of a sinner if I did it.
And you're a sinner too.

Maybe you and I were just a beautiful but stupid mistake we made at my age of 16, when we know nothing but the truest feelings about each other. the warmest thing i could ever render, in you, held still.

I hate that I love you, all because because I loved you, for such a long time in the best of my time.