小夜子
There's nothing left to take, but I still try to reach.
Try to swallow it all down, yet I can't seem to breathe.
Just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice
I take it in, now I'm alive.
My phone is set on lock and I don't really care.
There's a tangle and a knot that I cannot repair.
I'm a tragedy, I'm ugly, I'm trying to hide,
I say "Hello" then wave "Goodbye".
See me fall down, Let me die here, Slowly.
Nothing goes right. Not a trace of honesty. I'm to blame
So I'll remain.
'Black','White','Day','Night' It's all the same.
See it run down, Cut away, No worries.
Say no more, I can surely say that I've "had enough"
I still refuse to believe.
Everyday would be the same, Nothing more, little change,
If I cared, it would mean nothing, It's all such a pain.
Friendly bonds are so unneeded, I don't give a damn
A busy life, is what I am.
Could it be, that 'family' was a way of escape?
Didn't know if it was right, so I threw it away
Couldn't take it anymore, I had taken enough.
So then I hid my need for 'love'.
Lay me right down, Let me sleep, I'm restless.
Cover my eyes, when I'm up, I'll finally, Fade away. Here. Today.
Give me a reason, Then I'll stay.
If I could fly, If for only a moment.
There wouldn't be, such a need for casualty. I'm alone,
And that is how it'll be.
Why does everything I do cause tragedy?
Why does everyone I know keep leaving me here?
Why do I feel so empty inside?
I only want to die...
See me fall down, Let me die here, Slowly.
Nothing goes right. Not a trace of honesty. I'm to blame
So I'll remain.
'Black','White','Day','Night' It's all the same.
See it run down, Cut away, No worries.
Say no more, I can surely say that I've "had enough".
I can't remember...
Ah every day, ah every day, changed me.
Happiness died, Like a light, I carried. I'll sleep tonight,
And hope to finally leave..
A world which I don't believe..
A life which I don't need..
Now, I'll finally be free...